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2011 review

Quotes of the day

bf: everyone is just a passer-by in everyone’s life.

sk: if you hurt me once deeply, tt’s it.

2011 have been a challenging year – sch, love, friendship especially

sch: shall remain confidential

love: i almost lost it but at this moment i m thankful that i didnt. it wasnt easy and it was indeed painful. i will learn to appreciate more. There are many occasions where i admit i swayed from sides to sides. but i am glad that  my stand stood strong, unmoved.

friendship: as usual, friends come and go. like bf said: it is not the first time such tings happen and i have been very naive in terms of friends. i have been to nice to people and i let people enter my world easily. Happiness, joy, laugher; heartaches, anger and tears are what i receive in exchange. I m glad for all the things that have happen, because i feel that everything happens for a reason.

At least i m glad that not all friends are bad and there are still people who stand by me, being there for me. *hugs*

New Year Resolutions

1) Learn to better protect myself – that is be independent

2) More love for people whom I know truely cares for me

3) Be happy

 

I hope everyone has a great 2011 and have a wonderful 2012 ahead! remember to appreciate and treasure things around you, otherwise when it’s gone, it’s gone. Prob spend some time, sit down and reflect what you have done right and done wrong. We live only once, dont repeat the same mistakes again.

BYE 2011, HI 2012!

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confused!

its been very long since i was last really happy deep from the bottom of my heart! where have the happiness gone?

i really do believe that one cant be too happy because when it happens, endless strings of unhappiness will take place to strike a balance.

how long can i last? i dont know…

i m getting irritating wif myself for feeling down, causing people ard me some disturbance. i feel like i m some attention seeker and the feelings irks me much.

why can people just be happy w/o being unhappy?

the feeling of aches, confusion, sadness and anger is making me go so crazy.

i dont wanna end 2011 in such a state.

please be happy soon.

*thanks and sorry friends for so much trouble*

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a dream that i will wake up from soon

probably the beautiful dream that i hv been in for the past 4 yrs is coming to an end.

it’s time that i wake up and face the reality. i cant differentiate between your jokes and your facts anymore.

probably it is a harsh fact that there is nth known as forever.

*i really hope and want to continue to be in that beautiful dream of love*

the endless wave of emotions is killing me just when i thought i m getting better…

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time for a escape

突然间有想要离开一阵子的感觉。

好累好累！ 很不开心的我，

快要窒息了！ 

sch’s over, sch’s starting soon. i have so much thoughts in me now but they just cant be put down into words. 

i need a place to escape. i wanna go somewhere where there is only happiness and no sadness.

sometimes,  i feel so helpless with myself and i really dont noe what to do. cos i dont even understand what i want or what has gotten me into such mood. wat a long pms.

please be over soon.

i wanna be happy.. i wanna escape..

note to self: *if u tink that u are in bad shape, rmb there are still lots of people who are worst off than u*

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Festive joy

unknowingly, it has started snowing in wordpress already. Each year, the snow reminds me of the festive season around the corner. time for celebration and fun. thanks H and frens who have always been with me and part of those celebrations. Those memories are being cherished, you people are not forgotten.

 

Silently, i really hope that this year would be the same… filled with love,joy and laughter.

Please make them come true…

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storm is over

*clap clap* last week of semester approaching.. then a short 2 wk sem and then holidays! whoo hoo!

although there have been quite a number of downs for the past few weeks, but i would say tt most of them are almost over and time for me to move on.

i guess it is an important lesson to be learnt in life, so that i will not make such mistakes again. although my notation still stands.. but juz be more careful next time.

oh wells, there is nth much i can do now but to accept it..

ok..

Christmas is coming.. everywhere you go, u see staff wif christmas hats, jingle bells playing everywhere and all the christmas decor! yay! i like i like!

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a small fry

no matter what happens.. be it you being happy, sad, depressed – whatever you are feeling doesn’t concern the others. The World continues to spin, others still carry on with their lives. 不好意思-世界不会应为你的心情而停止旋转.

this is how small a person is. This is how harsh this reality is…

i think i should start packing myself with activities instead of staying at home…  

well.. at least.. be glad that this issue is coming to an end real soon. lets hope for the positive, than sk will be a happy gal once again.

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love n hate

next tuesday! i cant wait for u to come.. but i am refusing for the day to arrive too.. it’s such an agony! i want to get tis over… but at the same time fear for the possible negative outcome that i cant handle.. please be kind on me…

probably.. i hope… next week.. i would be looking at this post and tinking how silly i was..

on a side note, while packing the necessary items.. i came across my GESS stuff and they really brought back alot of memories! we were merely studying, gossiping and laughing our hearts out every recess and after school.. rushing ard for choir, frowning at ppl who doesnt seem to be motivated at all.. although i have lost touch with many ppl… but well.. at least the memories that are kept in me and positive. so lets just keep it tt way..

ok la! although we all look weird in this photo.. but i would say this is wat i really misses now! oh well..

lastly.. a note to myself..

BELIEVE!